We are now in March and we have had way to many wakes and family deaths to last a lifetime. I really don’t know how much more heart ache I can take. I still think of my cousin T on a daily basis wondering how she isdoing with her kids now that her husband is gone.  My ex-mother in law is still hanging in there, she is one tough woman but her family knows that as hard as she is fighting she will soon tire out.  My husbands grandmother was diagnosed about a few months ago with cancer (her sister just passed away on Sunday). They found a tumor, removed it and the surgery was successful for a woman her age (90). She went in for a PET scan and they found that the damn thing is back, she started chemo but they are not sure tif hey will now continue with it, the doctors stated that the kind of cancer she has is not one that can really be treated. She sounds real good and in good spirits but we all know that she knows the end is coming.  I don’t know why all of a sudden people are dying, maybe it is a sign that GOD is trying to give to me, I don’t know.  I just hope that if he is trying to reach me that I will be able to hear what it is he is trying to tell me.  GOD I am listening please talk to me.