As I write this post one of my cousins is losing her husband. The doctors have told her that he has only a few hours left to live. She is only 38 years old he is about 40-41. He has been fighting to live for 13 years after finding out he had a brain tumor (cancerous). He has had many surgeries only to have this damn thing grow back. They have two children I cannot remember their ages but they are very young. They have taken their children for therapy sessions to sort of prepare them for this day (we all know that we are never prepared for such a loss), and the eldest whom is a boy told the therapist that he wants to become a scientist so that he can help his daddy. I am angry that this man, whom is a good man, a good husband and wonderful father is not going to see his kids grow up.

Why am I mad some of you might ask? Well I will tell you. I have an ex husband with whom I have two children from and not only was he a horrible husband he has been a horrible father as well.  In our divorce I was the one who wanted him to visit our children as much as possible I did not like that fathers were only able to see their kids twice a month, to me that is crap, so here I was letting him have visitation anytime he wanted and he comes around when he feels like it. My kids have already told me that they really want nothing to do with him, they do talk to him and see him but they are past the point of waiting to hear from him. I do not understand why life can be so cruel to those that do not deserve it. And here is he living life to the fullest without a care in the world. This is what angers me, for he is taking life for granted while R struggled to fight for his life and today he has finally lost that battle. These poor children are being robbed of their father and of their life with their daddy, this is why I am so angry.

 I hope that Roger goes peacefully and that GOD will guide my cousin and her children throughout their lives, may GOD be their strength through this horrible time in their lives. May GOD Grant Roger eternal life.